What you spoke just resonated so deeply and my mind was actually blown. In a good way, hehe. Pretty much every satsang I have energy that moves in various ways, released, or stirred, places in my body where there is/has been tension is often revealed, I might cry, I connect and empathize on an energetic level with the folks who interact with you. It’s changing my life. This sounds dramatic, and I guess it is, hehe.